Thursday, April 05, 2007
Well, it all started with Yan Meixin.XDD One fateful day, during our most beloved Physics tutorial lesson, she wrote something on a piece of Physics paper. It had nothing to do with the subject... Or maybe it did.
But what we didn't know at the time,
despite my really agitated surpriseee,,,
was the beginning of an era.
The dawning of a new age.
Of 38-lity.
Of Gossip-ism.
Of Talk-therapy.XDD
WOO! What can I say?
The eternal question, the eternal pursuit of mankind: Love. What is Love???
But basically, I think that my VIEW of love and family life and stuff can be summarised succintly in one sentence:
我寧願一個人自在灑脫,也不要因為害怕寂寞而錯愛一生.啊反正我就是覺得, as long as I am comfortable with who I am and feel no serious need for change. WELL,
people may think I'm extroverted, smart, intelligent, outgoing, psychotic, noisy, short, tall, incredibly hot, ugly, loud, reserved, way too open and etc.,,,
it doesn't concern me.Because when all's said and done,
I'm just Enjiao, just me.And people who like me will like me for who I am. This much, I am REALLY sure of.And while I may not be the kindest Angel on Earth to them we will have our way of getting along, clicking, and that's all that matters when it comes to social relationships for all I care.
Why bother about the rest? Especially those who find you unacceptable???
I mean,
if people don't like you,
they can find any reason possible not to like you.
I think the basic fabric of any meaningful relationship is acceptance, and knowing that as humans we all have flaws, and then understanding that because our meaningful relationship means something let's all work at sustaining that relationship for as long as we could, to the best of our abilities. It's like some underlying contract to me.
Of course,
there are always people in serious need of erm,,, REVAMP?
But I really not am in a position to say this,
because I am really open about being biased and prejudiced.
For instance I'm prejudiced against religion, and against people who propose an escape back into time just because they are uncertain about future challenges, and blah blah.
But like whatever.
The world is how I see it.
And life is what you make of it.
愛情很很很極其重要,但不一定必要,也非要需要.我覺得,人生在世真的有好多事情等著我們去做的.I would REALLY,
R E A L L Y,
love to travel AND live around the world.
It's just fascinating and intriguing to live with different people, in different cultures, in different continents. Because every new encounter help you unlock a new part of you, get acquainted with an aspect of your self that you've never known before. I like that process of discovery. ((=
As much as I love reading books and gaining new insights, new perspectives into things.
I know all of these are not boastful indicators of Sex Appeal.
But yeah, I figure I wouldn't care.
Because like I said,
I trust, I have every reason and good faith to believe in that,
if people really like you,
they'll like you for who you are.
And THAT,
to me, is
true love.
What's the use of being in love when that other person is really not in love with YOU?
WHATEVERRR laaaa
Hmm it's like there's this list of poems for the different horoscopes,
I really like the one for Gemini:
不相信世间会有永恆的愛情不相信等待的最终你会出現只想把心放逐于蓝天的自由高翔而去I think the main point is really:
只想把心放逐于蓝天的自由
高翔而去Looking forward to a wonderful weekend, YEAHHH baby. ((=
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Anyways, over the course of receiving my Block Test results,
it has truly dawned upon me the ultimate realisation that: I have an aptitude for Social Sciences and Humanities and Languages easily. But if I want to do well or pass Science and Maths at all, I REALLY have to work DILIGENTLY.
GEEZ this sucks!
But A Levels IS really important to me.
So even though my entire life agenda revolves around eating, sleeping and playing,
I WILL work hard.
Fact is,
I always find myself speechless in amusement and an inability to refute because it really seemed to be the truth when people go:
You are either talking or sleeping [in school].Like, ERMMM. Ok?
But,
you don't have to say it out loud?
Even though I REALLY am not particularly ashamed of/ about it. XDD WAHAHA!!!
STILL,
I WILL work hard la. ((=
Because it matters to me.
ANYWAYS,
it's so fun and great to talk to/ with people who are fun and great to talk to!!! =DD
;rock YOU.
11:46 PM
