Friday, March 30, 2007




I am alone at a crossroads.



In all lives,

there are those really significant moments.


In those moments, a single thought could alter the course of a life. Forever.






前進,
還是退後.


轉左,還是轉右.

勇敢去愛,

抑或轉身離開.





BLAH BLAHHH lah.

I need to calm down my mind,
settle my thoughts, clear my head. Quit.


Start anew.




Refresh.






啊是怎樣-----





我是你的過眼雲煙,

I am but wisps of smoke in your eyes.

你是寂寞撒的謊言.

You're the lies made by, made of loneliness.

~

Cut my hair today!!!

Cuz it's getting looooong lar. ^.^







RANDOMness:

I'm sorrieee for slapping YAN MEIXIN today. :$ :$ :$


(HAHAHAAAAA)

I really,
really,
really,,,think that cameras are one of the BESTest inventions of the modern era. ^.^



That big round thing is like my Canon...



UPDATES:

Been watching documentaries.

Currently following a series on THE CENTURY of the SELF by BBC --- Sigmund Freud, Public Relations, Thatcher, Reagen, Clinton, Individualism, Consumer Culture, Hidden Aggression, War World II, blah blah.


We are now on POLITICS in General Paper.




I never was a Politics person, can't help it if your years of Education were in a country where politics = one single ruling party, for eternity. I guess. =Pp


But I must say,

I AM starting to feel interested.




Maybe because I always felt that women politicians are totally sexy;
they are incredibly sexy in an intellectual, sophiscated, enlightening, inspirational fashion that arouses nothing but pure, sheer respect.
Especially when you see them standing off against an entire room of man.

Small and puny in figure, but HUGE and POWERFUL in speech, in rational belief, in sound/ good faith. Like that woman politician from Malalai Joya.

And like how Margaret Thatcher totally moved Britain along.




Blah blah.

And maybe because I am a huge fan of Sid Meier's Civilisations.


And in the course of playing that game, there are all these choices to be made:
Should my civilisation develop into an economic powerhouse, acquire top-notch technology, spread its culture far and wide, or command and conquer and burn and destroy?

It's my favourite strategy game,
everrr. ((=





Still, I favour Economics over Politics...


Particularly in the 21st century,

The deep-reaching and far-ranging economic forces are permeating and influencing, shaping and moulding virtually all aspects of our lives.



There can be no turning back.


When all the belief in the world is built on the basic assumption that everyone is self-interested.





As long as we live in an age of mass consumption and free economy,

money speaks louder than policies. At least,
that's how I see it.

;rock YOU.
6:05 PM

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>>playlistY
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  • wo ai ni, yuan fang BY S.H.E
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  • faint BY linkin park
  • lose yourself, crazy in love BY eminem

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