Tuesday, February 27, 2007
啊我要流浪!!!!!整個人超想休學然後跑去背包旅行一陣子,看看這個浮華的世界.好好感受一下我唸書唸得死去活來的時候別人都在搞甚麼.Why isn't my family rich enough for me to do as I please?
Why am I the only child??
Why am I the smartest [academically-speaking] one from my generation???
Why am I used to getting good results without much hardwork [up uptil before now]????
Why am I not a GENIUS whose brain juices are over-whelming?????
Why can't I let go??????
Why do I live in the expectations of 'ROARRR since everyone has a degree you better get a damn good one'???????
Why do I struggle on thinking 'I need a good degree to get a decent job' 'I need a decent job so that I don't have to worry abt livelihood' 'Because the only edge God has given me over others is a slightly smarter brain [I think], if people get passes I must get As...'????????
Why can't I stop wasting my life and time on computers????????
WHY CAN'T I FRIGGIN STUDY NON-STOP AND FORGET ABT EVERYTHING ELSE ALTOGETHER?????????
ROARRRRR
I hate getting sick sia.
Because I hardly get sick,
it gets me ultra irritated when I do fall sick.
Like the last time I fell sick was really near O'levels.
And it was so so so terrible I felt like I was borne into a new life when I recovered. WAHHH
WHATEVERRR sia.
FANNN!!!
I so need time to figure things out.
But time is the last thing I have, ROAR!!!
WHAT TO DO!?!?!?
I WILL SURVIVEEEEE
By all means
Against all odds
Because I simply simply simply just just just just just cannot stand being defeated.
I don't friggin care!!!
ROARRRRRRRR
;rock YOU.
9:48 PM