Saturday, January 13, 2007
Well I can't believe the first week of school just whizzed by like that, man. :P
It's like I have things going on everyday,
that eat into my mugging time. @@
So pissed, I am.Celebrated Shimin's birthday on one of the weekdays... XDD
WOO, stayed back for some OCIP meeting (ROARRR) after school on Friday.
Went around ROAR-ing people,
went for Chingay thing today, which was *FUN*! ((:
OMG my new group rocks lar.
We are like the biggest group in the whole of Chingay I guess. =Pp
And there was this girl Shilin who was so so so MO XIAO LING.
OH YEAH I saw MO XIAO LING.
OMGGG so cool can. HAHAHA!!!
Afterwards I brought Fiona LXY and Shilin to go eat Kovan Prata, hahaha.
I think they should pay me for bringing them new customers all the time larrr...
And everytime I would highly recommend their Ice Milo Gozilla. LOLLL
KEWL man,
I hope to bring more and more new people to go Kovan prata. HAHAHA it's just cool to chill and eat and crap and crack jokes and shit as in talk shit with people ok.
Anyways I can't wait for Chingay,
it's gonna be REALLY REALLY fun lar.
hope we get the VVIPs... ROARRR!!!
I'm so gonna get a third piercing.
I'm so gonna highlight my hair.
I'm so gonna style my hair. MUAHAHA
And I so NEEED to lose weight desperately.
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I should blog about my week in greater details. ((:
Suffice to say, JC 2 life is like, SO SO SO busy can.
Especially when there's CCA bugging you, and CIP going on, ROARRR. What with my need for my daily doses of entertainment and A LOT of sleep too. GEEZ.
So everyday I just feel very pent-up, very fed-up in school.
And my way of venting my frustration is ROARrring+SINGing HAHAHA.
Although it was damn sorang,
but somehow I just feel great to be able to do these things with people around, like the 203 girls who were often rendered speechless in magnificent awe at my singing... XDD
Though I can't help but miss Thailand, and Sec 2/ 3 days in puny doses.
I miss the way life moves along in Thailand,
and then you're surrounded by all these sincerely geuninely simple and warm people.
Like what I told Ng Lang Lang that time,
I figure I REALLY REALLY like people who are simple, because I feel that I am too complicated.
I like how simple people just radiate this natural energetic aura about them, and stuff. Always looking at the bright side of life. It's like they're just oblivious to the bad things. Blah blah.
I like people who are simple and easy to dig... Because life's got enough of its own mysteries already.
And those Sec 2 / Sec 3 days.
When we would just occupied canteen seats blatantly, without ordering anything.
Easily taking up 1/ 2 tables. And sat there, simply chatting away in the midst of an eating crowd.
With REALLY REALLY audible voices,
guys and girls talking dirrrty to each other,
laughing like we won't live tomorrow. Blah blah.
You know all my life I kept on thinking I like to keep to myself, as a habit, because I grew up as an only child. And uptil then, I haven't really got a clue about forming long-lasting relationships with anyone. Because all those swordfighting dramas I watched while growing up was all about all these da4 xia2s living in isolation, and looking at the world cooly and just doing their thing awa from the crowd and all.
HMM
I don't know,
I figure the point is.
Sometime in our life if we were lucky enough,
if life was kind to us enough,
as a testimony that humans can work miracles, and stuff.
There will be these people who'll just come along,
and really bring you into a whole new world.
Who rocks your life just by being part of it.Blah blah.
It's like,
everyone had that hard time during their teenage years.
I had mine too.
What can I say?
It was totally cool because I went through all those while having loads of fun with the IT peeps,
so in conclusion it wasn't really much of a big deal to me.
I figure I kind of don't even remember, recall all those pain liao.
Just that I knew it was complete complete complete shit.
But I figure the greatest thing is that,
when you look back upon all these, then you really get to see the whole entire picture of how far you've progressed; how I learnt to cope and deal with daily shit. HEHHEH.
And then you feel chaooo glad,
because you know that if you gave up then life would have been utterly different.
And you moving along all these while just SHOWED you there are so many things in life worth living for.
I think fate/ destiny/ blah blah has got its own sense of humour.
If they counted my bonus points,
I would have went to St. Nicholas (which I really wanted to go do) for my Secondary School.
Maybe I would have come out as a complete bitch,
becuz I have too much brains to be a bimbo... XDD
And an L1R5 of 8 is so VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE marks.
Uptil this day I'm still very fed-up and flustered cannn.
Everything in my veins just tells me I'm like made to be the perfect Victorian.
As in, somehow I could just feel the Victorian vibes in me. And I just so know that my philosophy of life coincide with theirs. And blah blah.
Ambitious, fun-loving, intelligent (ROARRR!!!), smart (muahaha), pleasant-looking, global-minded, and pRoUd to be a Victorian. If I were one.
I so should have went to Arts... ROARRR
But I guess that's just how/ what life is.
If I didn't ended up in MJC (so so so unexpectedly) I never would have known the S203 peeps,
I would not have gone on that Thailand trip which really really really left a hell lot of impressions on me, to this day.
I figure in life there are no better/ worse experiences/ paths.
You just need to take whatever's in your stride,
make the best of it,
do your thing and shine.
Be proud and stuck-up like don't know what shit wherever you are.
Because we are all of life's actors and actresses,
and the world is our stage. It is our destiny to be who we are and this entire show of life is all about the obstacles leading up to self-discovery, the climax and exhilaration of finally finding yourself, concluding in ultimate bliss at being at home/ at ease in a maddening crowd.
Blah blah, just feel so inspired to blog abt all these suddenly.
I think why we are unhappy despite the fact that our perennial struggles with scarcity are long gone is the fact that modernity clashes with our deepest instincts too much.
And we need to recognise all these, realise a lot of things abt ourselves and the world, so that we are informed to make sound choices for ourselves, and blah blah.
And that ultimate choice of freewill is the choice to be happy, no matter what life throws at you.
To see every obstacle as a challenge,
every struggle as an opportunity for growth.
Every tear shed as the water rinsing a flower which will blossom into happiness in time to come... (omg this is so damn corny)
Blah blah,
but yeah. Actually, the point is, I so agree with the Compass guy who said that we should not put our happiness on hold.
Because the only time we're living, is in the NOW.
And it's so cool,
because I always set saturation limits for myself when I don't feel good too.
After which I will just adjust and plunge deep into the dirt of everyday living again. =Pp
I mean,
seriously,
I think life is really great.
In it holds promises of love, friendship, family, blah blah.
All we need is a little courage.
All we have to do is smile all the time, and move along.
Sometimes I wish there was a way we could really share the strugles of our friends.
Like what some author said,
like if something bad fell upon our friends. We would wish it came at us instead.
Becuz like, for example, since I could get so positive to the point of no return anyways. =Pp
It's like, we can only feel and understand our own pain most intimately.
And how do you comfort another person?
WHATEVERRR eh,
met up with Mud Mud for lunch on Friday night.
We were chaooo noisy,
drawing loads of glances from people around us, but I was just so "They never saw anyone as good-looking as me before mah" XDD
And shared some Kimchi Soup with rice. HOHO.
I think it's really kewl how some people could elicit all the meaness in me, and for others crazyness, seriousness (actually this would really mean that the other party so turns me off HAHA) blah blah, HAHA...
It's like as I took a sip of the wonderfully gorgeous Kim Chi Soup,
I just blabbered it out the instant it crossed my mind like out of nowhere:
What would you do if I spit saliva into the soup now???HAHAHA!!! CHAOOO fun cannnn (to me anyways)
I still remembered on New Year Eve I also had this sudden need to say:
What would you do if I grab your butt now????? HAHAHAHA
^.^
Oh my sky.
I was just momentarily possessed by some unknown mystical being when I did all that ok.
It's so un-me lar.
AIYA it's like your IQ instantly become negative value (due to diffusion) when you are with her larrr.
HOHOHO then today was like I said, FUN. YAYness.
I think people who can enjoy themself in any type of company rocks,
and how great if I could be like them. Because it would make a lot of things really really easy.
But I figure, that's just not me lar. Duh.
So it's cool that today was fun.
Got to know some new people,
went to eat together, laughed a lot.
Chingay rocks.
Even before it began officially...HEHHEH
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Give me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
;rock YOU.
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