Tuesday, January 16, 2007
I so felt like a zoo animal back then cannn.
This is FUN.
泰國不用多說...可愛小孩特別多.
This is bliss.
This is heaven.
This is love.
WAAA I seriously think she's CHIOOOOO daooo in my specs.I mean Pear lar.
I mean everyone's pleasant-looking. Before that she looked fine, all the rest looked fine too.
But the moment she wore my specs I was like OMG su4 chiooo daooooooooooo.
I don't know eh,
there's this air of professional-ism to me. Or something.
Some inscructable X-factor thing between my specs and her. ^.^
OMGGG, I finally got the CD of OCIP photos from CHEE HOWE. WOOHOOHOO I shall post some of them up. ((: I mean like, seriously,
I just felt like I got pretty stressed-up today in school.Darnoe why but it just came suddenly.
And I mean it's really sucky for me because I believe I CAN achieve a lot, yet the only one thing that's stopping myself from realising my true full potential is none other than me myself alone.
Blah blah,
it's just frigging irritating lar.
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I rather be doing ploughing the land. ROARRR!!!
Actually,
I don't know eh.
I'm a self-interested individual.
I don't believe in altruism.
I don't know about the rest,
but for me I really do CIP for the fun of it. Maybe there *IS* the factor of it looking good and stuff as well... But chiefly, I think it's all the fun you get and all the friends you make that matters most of all. HOHO.
Like,
I'm not one to sympathise/ empathise lar.
But really eh,
even if I go out to the workforce next time,
I wanna go do OCIP periodically. Like with the UNICEF or something. Damn cool can.
I think that's when life REALLY has a meaning beyond yourself and the nuances of everyday life lorrr.
The issue is not about helpfulness or whatever shit.
It's just a GREAT experience. Wonderful exposure. You know. ((:
I know this is repetitive but GOOD ECONOMICS can help out Third World, Developing countries like don't know what lar.
I don't believe in trickle-down economies.
If I CAN, I WILL learn as much abt Econs as possible, inside-out, so that I can formulate sound strategies for China's growth to be the next and the LAST world Superpower MUAHAHA. XDD
It's like,
I seriously think that China has everything endowed to be the perfect candidate, the only sensible choice like, destined, made to rise above the world. Not in the dominating sense but more like, liberating, INSPIRING sense. HAHA!!!
What we need is an enlightened, disillusioned generation who believes in success.
And I want to be part of that shaping force or whatsoever to give my homeland a big push in the right direction.
Then I really feel a thing for developing economies too.
I don't know why. I just do.
So much for efficiency in market economies.
The invisible hand needs a smart-ass brain to function perfectly too. ((:
Okie.
So I have to work hard.
I HATE Science.
But what can I do?
I AM a complete idiot/ nuthead the moment I did not enrol myself into VJ Arts.
BLAH BLAH.
I'll survive.
And live to tell the tale,
with much dignity and character and pride. ROARRRRRRRR.
;rock YOU.
7:48 PM
