Sunday, January 21, 2007
I always think it's funny how I can miss China miss Thailand and can't live without my computer in Singapore.I guess everyone's got that wish sometime, somehow; that life could freeze at a certain moment in time.
But then all sensible people know that it's impossible.
Therefore I tell myself to quit giving a shit about things,be heartless and reckless like heck and move on, stomp on, like a tank charging at the frontlines, marching over countless dead bodies, boiling red blood splattering around like wild Picasso art.---
Why do I keep on talking about the future with people these days?
WAHHH
Whatever it is,
in my dream vision.
I'd be taking Economics+Philosophy at LSE,
or Economics+Computer Science at Berkeley/ any other Uni that is better than NUS in world rankings and located in the US.
But I really don't know.
I want to go to the top,
but I don't want to work too hard. +.+Because I think it's pointless if you've got all these accomplishments yet you never get the time to relish in them. =Pp Yeah I'm decadent+materialistic+hedonistic. Whateverrrs.
In my mind's eye,
I will not be in Singapore after I graduate from University.
I'm not sure where I want to be,
[though China will always be home];
On the one hand I want to be successful by every conventional urban definition;
on the other hand I mock NI statistics and the mindless rat race we are all part of.
WAHHH
I seriously think I'm so torn between 2 extremes.
But the good thing is,
I know how I am.
And when I feel extremely down I always know that I'll just have to live with the shit for now and everything will turn around. ((:
I always feel that,
even nerds gotta feel pride,even geeks gotta feel pride,even bimbos gotta feel pride,even bitches gotta feel pride,even hypocrites gotta feel pride.No matter who you are,
just know yourself.
And be frigging God DAMN proud of it, about it.
Because you are nobody else but you. ((:
This world can only get better,
life can only rock more,
as long as we take it in our stride to take action, to do things, no matter how insignificant we may be.
;rock YOU.
2:04 PM
