Tuesday, December 05, 2006
omg I feel like blogging a bit before I go do decent work. :p
Went to IKEA with Gordon Mud-Man Shimin today.
it was rather fun, hehheh! i like their hotdog. ((=
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Anyways it'll take me very long to blog fully abt my chiangmai trip, so I'll do it slowly.
I think I'll start with the day we left.
Basically pretty much everyone was crying like shit. I felt stirred, but I didn't cry. I mean I don't cry. Somehow sometimes I just feel like part of my emotive functions are impaired. I can cry easily for animes but I don't cry when I say good-byes.
And actually,
seriously,
I don't like long good-byes.
Good-byes that take forever.
Sometimes I do wonder if I'm just too blardee cold to the point of no return,,,
but... WELL.
I guess that, EVEN so,
at the end of the day you still have to love yourself for being who you are.
And EVEN so,
the more that I well, erm, appreciate my friends who are my friends despite me being such an unfeeling person. HMM.
I guess everything just has its up and flip sides...
Hmm,
I think I just lack a concept of home.
As in,
really heart-warming home where you belong.
Blah blah.
Dunno eh.
Somehow I just feel a bit weird,
mixed-up about leaving Thailang.
Though I find it impossible to decipher the exact emotions...
It's like everything's churning together, toiling away at my insides and I can't figure out why.
ROARRR!!!
Off to serious work.
In Singapore. GEEZ.
Meanwhile,
going out to shop in the morning with Ng Lang Lang tml.
Going to Mind Cafe with people in the afternoon.
Hopefully we can visit Malaysia at the end of this year,
hopefully I can spend my Chinese New Year at China,
hopefully I get to go Bangkok with Integrity people next year,
hopefully I get to go back to Chiang Mai with OCIP people next year.
Hopefully every hope will materialise. ((=
Hopefully can go Mahjong+Rum drinking this Wed neh.
HEHHEH.
;rock YOU.
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