Tuesday, November 07, 2006
well, a quick one:
FINALLY got back my DV today,
gonna bring it to theee S203 chalet!!! WOO =DD
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Anyways so today mx was l8, why am i so not surprised? LOL.
when i stepped out of hse at 12 i was so like,
im gonna be one of the earliest. (we were supposed to meet at 1230).
and yeah i was.
ate prata!!! =DD
well i realise i am so going to have a problem with being a housewife next time because even as i watched em pushing the carts around i was sincerely bored.
GEEZ!!!
but then, i never wanted to b a housewife too.
HMM when i think of wanting to learn cooking,
im thinking of: OMG if i live by myself next time, and cook wonderfully, i can cook wonderfully great dishes for myself over the weekends maybe, pamper myself, YESHHH!!!
a central theme of my life is definitely pampering myself from time to time.
tt's y i indulge in FOOD lar, derrr.
tt's y i wun hesitateto go out lar, derrr.
tt's y i love wasting time lar, derrr.
anyways,,,
actually, as i was having cup noodles with the rest of the gurls+yt @ pearlin's hse,
i was like,,, this is my IDEAL life, man.
as in,
i just love slacking and enjoying life lar.
you know,
not unlike those American lifestyles you see in all those TV serials.
work hard, earn uncountable amounts of cash, then just waste it all away.
it's not like i cannot take hardship,
but if there's anything i could waste i would not hesitate.
i believe in REFINED hedonism, i guess. =Pp
pleasure-seeking is definitely paramount in importance to me.
but so is the peace you get from reading books...etc.
in this maddening age of the consumer society,
you know with all those endless races. life is just like endlessly seeking one pleasure after another. i know pleasures are short-lived. meaning they may nt b true happiness. but so? staying true to something takes a piece of ur self away, and requires too much commitment, that im unwilling to risk (as i c it) on my part because the prospect of possible loss is simply too much to bear.
@ least there are still things i could do to give me peace.
like reading a book,
like going on some stranger bus...etc.
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max was so cute as usual larrr~~~
AHHH i would love to have a pompom. =__=
and then that's abt all of today's events...
then i went to get my dv (reasons cited above) from xx @ orchard.
MUAHAHA
谁能体谅我的雨天？与其在人前脆弱我宁愿冷漠与其泪流难过我宁愿转身错过海鸟和鱼倘若相爱大概只是遥望无望的对白距离那么近 那么远感觉那么熟悉 那么新鲜蓦然回首青翠的年华就快要凋谢成岁末的沧海桑田我的眸中开始有了秋色的愁绪因为有冰冻的温柔 冷嗖嗖地肆虐心脏的境地我想我就要开始遗忘我想我并不想要遗忘我想我选择学着遗忘我想有些期待来不及邂逅下一季的花开 唯有衰败
;rock YOU.
11:13 PM
