Tuesday, November 21, 2006
lalala~~~~
took damn long to do visa today,
wah siannn!!!
and i was like calling de sch, de teachers, de travel agency, blah blahhh...
calling every1 from top to bottom, left n right, all over the worlddd - just to try to get it done. =__=
wahhh seh!
the pple @ embassies damn damn damn qian4 bian3 sia.
i HAVE to say.
ROARRR
anyways im inspired to get us citizenship now.
as in,
i've always wanted to remain a cheena-ren cuz there's the pride issue. and i feel tt's where i belong, where i WANT TO belong.
but go overseas so ma2 fan2 hor,
can die lehhh.
so FERVENTLY praying for a truly global china passport or i'll just get myself into us somehow and study there work there blah blah until i get citizenship ah!!!
it's like,
if all those immigrants can struggle with day-to-day-living and still survive there,
why cant i?
im like a cockroach! unbeatable + ultra adaptable.
i would really love to go us for tertiary education u know.
truly LIBERAL education sia!!!
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blah blah,
so went shopping afterwards with yan ying and xinyi, HAHA!
hmmhmm, walked around real long lehhh.
went far east,
walked a bit, ate long john silver's.
i was like delibrately touching the chilli sauce with the meat cuz xinyi want chilli sauce, cuz she VEGETARIAN.
i was like telling her lemme invite u to kenny rogers or something next time, where the food is ALL meat, maybe u can just drink water non-stop there. XDD
HAHA! damn stupid sia,,
then we talked talked talked.
then i really realised i probably have the most oily, most fatty, most unhealthy diet around.
oops!
but seriously,
i dun give a damn abt longevity.
i wouldn't mind dying at 30 if my life was well-lived,
tt's my point. =Pp it's nt the length tt worries me. it's the DEPTH & the BREATH.
mUaHaHa!!!
i guess u can say im ultra hedonistic,
savour the mmt while it lasts!
eat all u can!
play till ur brain hang!
sleep till u drop dead!...and so on.
AND THE GREATEST THING ISSSSS
WE RAN INTO YUMING & ALYSAA!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMG I WAS SO FREAKING HIGH WE SAW EM,
CUZ LIKE VERY FUN MAH.
HAHA
WHAT A SMALL SMALL SMALL SMALLL WORLD IT IS IN SINGAPORE
mUaHaHa then we talked talked, crapped crapped,
then we separated,
only to saw each other again in CHAMELEON
so FUN laaaa!!!!
HAHA
anyways and eventually we decided to walk to dhoby ghaut,
after which we can go bugis.
in the end the day ended @ urban warehouse opp. somerset,
due to its store clearance sale.
WOO!
busy shopping here and there, plus underwear. HAHAHAHA!!! XDD
and i took 65 with lim xinyi while yan ying still had to wait for her 7. HOHO.
then on the bus basically we just kept on crapping and talking and laughing and this guy kept on turning to look @ us but i just ignored him like,,,totally. HAHA!
WAHHH it's like i seriously realise i DERIVE pleasure out of irritating pple...WHO are ANNOYING, as i told xy. =Pp [after i irritated her]
HAHA!
and i think it's simply fun knocking pple around leh,
hmm.
hmhmm.
i was called an auntie today,
due to my behaviour at the store clearance sale. =_=
and as i paid for my stuff,
i so dunno what/ how to react with the gers said:
we really wonder how someone lyk u could get A for GP.
i think that firstly,
it's hard for em to imagine anyone getting A for GP.
2ndly, i act too un-intellectually.
but whatever lor,
i mean unlike the person they think is smart but whom they find very show-off,
(i so dun think tt person is smart anyways =Pp it takes A LOTTT really A LOT for a person to quality as smart to me. because i think very well of myself... HAHA!)
i believe that smartness and intellect is an innate property u can cultivate n nurture in urself.
and u dun have to flaunt it to the world.
so it's like,
i know im smart. no matter what. =Pp
and what really impresses me abt pple is when they display WISDOM.
i'd be totally won over with wisdom.
because i find smartness superficial,
while wisdom takes a lot, it goes beyond the person devouring the textbook himself and stuff....
and i find mr . lee wise.
mayb miss khairani too. =Pp
to be wise is to be highly intellectual and matured realising the ugliness of living yet managing it ultra well all the same - to me -
true gold will always shine~~~dada!
BLAHBLAH
today is a great day,
in the end.
bcuz of the pple i shopped with. =Pp
and then hor,
today i also realised how POSITIVe i can be.
so the worst case scenario for my visa-mission is tt i may not b able to go chiangmai afterall.
the mmt that cross my head,
instead of indulging in the sadness,
i was thinking of possibilities -
WOO i can finally go work then. earn money. MUAHAHA XDD
WAHHH i think it comes with practice lar. positivity.
i did get rather sad,
but i think wad i like abt me is i get over sadness real fast. HEHHEH!!!
bcuz my motto is tt - LIFE GOES ON.
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LOSE WEIGHT
LOSE WEIGHT
LOSE WEIGHT
AAH!!!
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i so look forward to the thai trip.
please lemme go,
plz! OH!!!
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anyways on the bus we were tokin abt how we didnt manage to buy jewellery....
then almost instantaneously,
i was like looking @ lim xy...
and started saying "tml after..."
and i know she got the idea, MUAHAHA!!!
planning to go bugis v after meeting tml. muahaha!!!
omg going out is simply fun. rocks la.
i dun understand homey pple or pple who are ultra hardto catch , seriously.
it's like im the type who would do anything to make it for a day out,
like rearrange my schedule?
like rushing my work first?
like squeezing time here and there?
like taking lots of transport? - blah blah
as long as i dun dun feel like goin, HEE!!!
shiok.
i really wanna go thai la.
then can take photos with em like mad.
and really hope to go movies/bowling/pooling/mahjonging/kboxing/cycling/etc-ing with em after ocip neh!!!
gonna be ultra fun larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH
omggg
haha!
im so glad i grit my teeth thru ocip. HEE
cuz as always,
the pple makes it all worthwhile. ((=
the laugher. the fun. MUAHAHA the chemistry.
;rock YOU.
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