Wednesday, October 18, 2006

ok it's official.



i just made up my mind to stay out all nite this morn,
cuz im so fed-up @ home.


comp spoilt,
ps2 spoilt,
fan spoilt,
specs cracked.



whaddafreak.


i've had enuf.
and im gonna snap.

and as much as i would love to just leave here straight-away,
dun give a care,
dun give a damn,
im not freaking/ blardee bothered.




but reality-check.


furtherest and safest place i can go to spend da nite is da airport,

AARGH!






so that's the plan.


ENJIAO'S ESCAPADE.
mUaHaHa.






im so freaking irritated at home these days lar.


i h8 living with people, or rather, 'family'...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

- where you feel like your every move's scrutinised by some idiot who simply dun c things the way you do.



i mean,


my fundamental idea is,
if people cant get along,
then just get OUT of each other's sights.


and i would love to.

provided i have the $$.



first thign im gonna do when i become financially independent...

get a ROOM/ HOUSE of my own!!!






AARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


why do we have to tolerate+put up with things when breaking apart is the BESTEST thing to do in everyone's interests?




im not bad.


i just choose to be bad.

because i feel like it.
because it's my life and i can do whatever i want with it for all i care,
because even if i mess things up it's my own fault,
because nobody has the right to be nosey abt mine,



because,

because.


im just wilful.
to the core.

and i know it!
and i dun care.




because so what if im wilful?


at the end of the day i'll still pick myself up.



no matter what.

im still gonna get my uni degree and learn to live life, love life, for myself.





so i should really get em to understand that...


for GOD's sake just leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!11
*ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR





i feel so murderous when my comp is down,
my ps2 is down,
my fan is down,
my specs r cracked...

and all i can do @ home is READ!!!!





FREAK

cant even play...
when it's been so hard on me to survive all these shit,
FINALLY




FED-up larrrrrrrrrrrrr

;rock YOU.
8:01 AM

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