Friday, October 20, 2006
HMMM,
got back all my promo results today le.
I'm pretty glad.
Because once again,
the results I reaped >>> the effort/ heart/ mind I put in.
I'm a lil puny teeny weeny bit down,
becuz I know I can do so much betta for this.
Especially CHEM & PHYSICS.
Both are like way below averageee.
I never for a second TRUSTED myself to be that dUmB larrr. =X
And as I was casually flipping thru' my question paper yesterday,
and glancing at my OMS... I realised there's full 5 questions of Chem MCQ that I did not attempt. =___=
47.5,
so much for not sleeping and cheong-ing everything the night before.
For studying Ionic Em only from the Promo package+going thru' the FRESH notes.
38,
so much for cramping an entire year of Physics in 1-2 hrs RIGHT before the exam.
And concentrating on Gravitation. And forgetting abt SHM & Waves.
Because the previous nite was overly wasted with doing Math which didn't turn out exactly helpful in the end also.
Idealistically speaking.
All my life for every single exam I aspire to be the top,
get all As.
With the assumption that I'll listen during lessons, not fall asleep, copy legibly, file my things, do my homework, etc.
Realistically,
I can never get As except for subjects which I REALLY find myself intrinsically especially good @.
For example subjects like Lit/ Art/ Social Studies/ Language where all that's required of you is superb bullshitting ability+the innate TALENT to score for exams kNoWing what it is the examiners want of you...
I'm gonna work on aceing my GP+Econs constantly next year!!!
And I definitely need to START putting in effort (regularly) for Maths and my Sciences.
I guess I really have to admit that I'm a pig when it comes to Science.
Lousy because I'm not good at it,
not good at it because I'm lazy.
It rhymthes. (correct spelling?)
I don't know if getting ABCE...S is a blessing, or a curse.
Because it definitely made me more gleeful than ever that:
OMG I'm such a lazy ass and I can still get such gradesss.I was so ready to have the door of MJC shut down for me such that I have to unleash all the resourcefulness+reserve+determination+spurrr in me for an alternative, still shining bright, albeit sparkling in another way... FuTuRe.
GP and Econs really surprised me.
Maths, Physics and Chem was like, ERMMM. Whatever. I would have love to get much betta than I should have, but since I just got slightly better than what I deserved, I'm just, whateverrr.
WORK HARD WORK HARD.
I know I have the unlimited capacity.
The potential to SHOCK in me.
I just have to do it,
on a regular basis.
Add oil~~~
Mugmugmug.
ERMMM
I did quite a lot of things all these while my comp was down.
But I shall talk abt Lil Miss Sunshine only.
That movie really drawn me because it's abt this family of...Not-your-typical-Sunshine-next-door-neighbours. =Pp
It's got this profanity-loving Granddad who taught his granddaughter some naughty dance,
this girl with a really big tummy going for a beauty pageant,
this Nietzsche-loving (me too!) never speaking Paul,
suicidal homosexual smart ass Uncle,
irritating motivator Dad who believes there are only 2 types of pple in this world: Winners n Lossers,
erm. Ordinary mom.
So there you go,
that's an attractive cast to me.
I love anything unconventional that's mainstream... ((= You get the idea.
Dwayne: I wish I could just sleep until I was eighteen and skip all of this, high school, everything.Frank: [explains about how Proust believed your suffering makes you who you are] So if you go to sleep until you're 18...? Think of all the suffering you're gonna miss! High school's your prime suffering years! You don't get better suffering than that!Dwayne: You know what? Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. School, then college, then work... Fuck that. And fuck the Air Force Academy. If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and ffck the restI love that attitude.
MUAHAHA.
I think swearing is alright,
as long as it's used
fashionably.
Define
fashionably;
as long as it's not gangsterish or meant to make someone APPEAR tough when he/ she otherwise might not have been...And then I'm getting ULTRA pissed @ censorship in Singapore.
I ***MEAN*** every single letter of ultra-pissed.
Lil Miss Sunshine is NC-16.
It's LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE and it's NC-16.
Can you believe it!?!?!? ----- I CANNOTTTTT.
Anyways I loved the film. Enjoyed it. Not bad. The music was nice too, I thought.
For my
world-class TOP of the CROP double-degree.
WORK HARD!!!
;rock YOU.
12:39 AM
