Sunday, September 10, 2006
stayed overnight @ changi, HOHO.
pretty tiring,
but i just liked it leh. oh my gosh.
cuz i was just like,
omg my one week's ending soon.
and i felt like i hvn done nothing at all.
mugging is minimal,
sleep is minimal,
play is minimal,
going out is minimal,
loads of time wasted away.
so i decided i simply have to get out more.
stay overnite for once.
and that,
i did.
with demon mud sex gordon. in order of apperance. =Pp
~~~
it was really awesome actually.
you know, 3am+
the airport is empty save for a few sleepless souls.
we were like running and dashing down the empty spaces,
racing on trolleys, etc.
MORNING exercise huh.
很多時候我都好想就這樣子 一生
拼命地浪費時間 稀釋疲憊的靈魂
在靜謐的空間里 沉默地發呆 身邊坐著習慣而且喜歡的人
聽聽歌 奔跑 微笑整個就是輕鬆愜意到ooooo時間停頓 靜止永恆
至少好過 在成長里累計傷痕---
就我觉得 似乎就是 很多时候小时候的一切都很单纯 简单 (废话)令我感到疑惑的是 当年龄渐长究竟是人开始复杂 还是所谓成长 才是趋近那不曾被发掘的 最真实的自己好像总是在泪流以后 才发现人原来不堪地软弱好像总是在失去以后 才懂得自己真正要的是什么好像总是在天黑以后 灯熄了以后 一个人的时候才发现寂寞从来如影随形才发现笑容满面的时候忽视了深涌的难过难过 渗透了身体发肤 每一个神经成为我理解世界的方式很多时候 我以为我可以像个孤傲的世外高人一样不在乎任何事情 不予理会才发现自己只是不敢面对而最悲哀的莫过于明知如此 却无能为力 抑或是不努力oh. ohmy sky.
i h8 studying.
cuz the irritation of having to study makes me 忧郁.
and i h8 tt.
我覺得有飛揚的哀傷在落寞的風中
紛紛落在我肩膀 傾洩遍地的枯黃
~~~
又有谁能告诉我怎样才是理想的状态把悲伤留给自己 封锁成无语的心事还是让悲伤透明地像是呼吸~~~
but whateverrrrrrrrrrrr lor
gotta continue being an idiot
that's just LIFE
L for long john silver de long
I for I referring to me myself
F for *beep!*-up, sometimes the most appropriate adjective to use for this world, this society, thsi life, or whatsoever
E for equilibrium. ionic equilibrium is driving me nuts.就我總感覺有點憂傷有點絕望有點癡狂有點憤怒有點徬徨有點狀況
but 我一直都是這樣
只是程度表現的深淺而已STILL
whateverrr!!!
fight on---我不懂 这算不算 传说中的 无病呻吟毕竟我一直深切地觉得吃得饱穿得暖睡得好的人 没有呱呱叫的权利或许这的确是所谓的少年不识愁滋味 为赋新词强说愁尽管我一直想好好学诗 写散文 把说不出口的想法、念头 理不清的事情都写成文字自己读起的时候会别有一番感觉在心头感觉蛮爽的 我喜欢因为会觉得连莫名的思绪都变得纯粹 澄净像童年热爱的棉花糖 入口即化就...at leastthere's still beauty in this worldliterally =PpXDD!!!
哦哦哦我的天啊
;rock YOU.
9:39 PM
