Tuesday, September 12, 2006
ohohoh a quick blog b4 i go.
HAIYO actually i wanna stay away from my comp until my promos r over the leh
but
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bUTTTTTT
life is full of butttttttts.
as in, you know.
buts and butts.
HAHAHA ok not funny
anyways
idiot lar
i h8 chem tutorials leh
reminds me of those sickening upper sec days
when i would fall asleep during physics,
get unwanted attention,
and being called upon to answer all these dumb questions and bugged abt work and etc.
it's like if i wasnt taught by such a "wonderful" teacher that made me like physics the least bit,
i wouldn't have gotten my B3. erm. you know..
i want sharon lim as my tutor!!!!!!!!!
jiuuuu eew.
im awfully biased i admit.
i detest, or almost despise all authorititative figures bcuz im a wilful person.
and if someone older than me wants me to REALLY REALLY respect em,
then they have to display that they are REALLY REALLY worthy of respect to me.
for eg. mr lee and miss khairani has my utter respect,
after i entered jc... =Pp
ng ah kay also alright. because i feel that he is extremely knowledgeable and all.
for an adult to be qualified of my respect,
that adult has to be logical+reasonable, smart and intellectual, witty and wise, and etc.
frankly speaking i admit im just such a. hard-to-please person lar, when it comes to dealing with people who are supposedly smarter and think better and wiser and more mature than me. cuz i think i suffer from some superior-inferiority complex. or whatever shit it is. =Pp
HAAH!
that's why i couldn't help but eeewww everytime my aunt/ uncle bug me abt "wanna go church camp?" "we will pray for you" and making my whole life, my everything as if it's there because you see arh, God's so damn nice to me.
like, whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i'm currently reading crimes against logic.
enjoy it.
but i realise philosophy+logic books are probably the ones that strain your brain the most...
cuz you REALLY have to think things over.
and even if i think em over,
they are not like factual/ narrative books whereby i can just make use of what i have learned right away...
hmm
still it's really nice.
written by a philosopher,
a lecturer at cambridge uni leh!
omg lar.
i shall type some parts out during the weekend.
because i think all the logical flaws it reveal is like so OMG-YOU-GOTTA-STAND-UP-AND-CLAP. and quite a lot regarding religions and faith.
i think the thing is that,
if you REALLY REALLY subscribe to logic and reasoning, the scientific method and everything.
you would see the fallacy in religions like ABC.
God is God,
JEseus is Jeseus,
The Holy Spirit is the Holy Spirit
they are three yet they are one. consider the trinity.
it's like mathematical ********. hehheh.
and consider things like well you God's existence is simply a mystery that we are yet able to comprehend...
how abt...the terrorists are really killing for peace, or maybe they are killing with the intention of sending people to heaven/ the Nazis are really trying to give the Jews a safe passage to eternal bliss in heaven...it's just that their intentions are so mysterious that we are unable to comprehend?
omg i love the revealation of true systematic logic and how it challenges common sense/ prevailing views!
that's really what perked abt philosophy in the first place.
but horrrrr
actually
i think i really have a case against religion.
and it's on illogical, sentimental+emotional rather than factual grounds and all.
and as a practioner of science n logic and philosophy im still trying to overcome this lar.
cuz it's PREJUDICE. you see.
omg this is one issue that can get me so roused up.
atheism rocks
as well as individualism
globalisation
capitalist economy
logic
science
n
philosophy
gotta plunge into work
anyways im so irritated by spa on thurs
cant wait to slack on friiiii
watch lfie is beautiful!
borrowed it from sch lib
appears really wonderful, heard abt it b4...
it's abt some father telling his son life at the concentration camp is a game,
as in,
making his son treat it as a game...
during wwii
so that it becomes erm. bearable. i guess.
you know,
like some beacon of shining light in utter despair.
woo!
off~
;rock YOU.
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