Friday, September 22, 2006
oh!
oh my sky.
so shiok.
back from shopping aka retail theraphy.
i've been really sian-ed this week lar.
h8 sch.
repeat,
h8 sch.
decided to go home str8 after sch...
and met up wif sex big mouth...
didnt wear my contacts, when i was looking around and saw her i was like :OH!!!
feel so much more betta after meeting up with em.
cuz mj's making me seriously stressed,
stressed in the sense tt i feel like a bad student. althou i know. althou i believe, that i am not.
my definition of a bad student is one who does poorly academically...
because to me that is the BASIC duty of any student.
but in mj,
somehow i just get the feeling that,
the bad student is the one who does not listen in to lectures, who does not do their hw with zest, who is not filled with endless curiosity for coursework, who looks up to their teachers lyk gods.
althou those may be what constitutes the basic identity of a student to others,
to me those are really not my areas of concern... =Pp
i dunno.
it's kind of like,
i've been starting to doubt myself l8ly.
should i stop being me,
and just be like everyone else,
mug fervently, even thou i couldn't care less, and i think that the quantity does not matter?...
it's really sickening lar.
because i believe in delivering results.
i believe in studying with aptitude+an attitude [mine is fire-fighting].
that's why i always knew that vj is da sch for me.
you see,
people there NEVER study in sch. they play, they socialise.
they keep the studying privately, at home, exclusive.
i just cant ever study in sch, sheeshhhhhh
but anyways...
guys just made me believe in myself once again, HOHO.
that's real neat,
i think i abit hopeless leh.
it's like sometimes all i need is people telling me im good.
a bit superficial horr,,
whatever. i LIKE it =DD
i've got one week left to do my revision proper.
i can do this.
because i am the
miracle of life.jc's really tough.
i keep on imagining failure.
but no matter what happens,
no matter what i do.
i'll never give up.
because it's my destiny to succeed =DDwoo!
;rock YOU.
9:52 PM
