Wednesday, August 16, 2006
guess who's who =Pp
representatives of the diverse student body
the cool
the mugger
and the bimbo
the neckless and the chill
aah i love my hair, i love myself
some morn
woo!
after soccer that day
i'm so gonna register to take sat next year.
yeps!
im gonna aim for a perfect score in math,
700+ for english/800. =Pp
muahaha!
thinking of taking subject tests for physics, chem, bio, chinese lang, psychology (learn on my own?), economics, calculus and stuff as well. HMMHMM
notE:
get back my o'level books and start revising.
wanna get started on this after promos.
yeps!
i so wanna go to a us university lar.
just finished reading the paradoxical commandments.
feeling so inspired.
failure is nothing.
im invincible. i'm possible. nothing is impossible.
the journey of a thousand miles begins with the step under your feet.
i think for me the biggest issue i face is always me vs others.
on one hand you just so seriously wanna go out and do your thing,
on another thing you start worrying abt things like how you'll look what'll others think of you and etc.
i just wanna learn from the free-spiritedness and extensive individuality of the westerners.
you know,
just be the person that you really am and heck everything else.
love life for it's life,
and love yourself for being you.
and then i also have issues with being really open and honest and leaving yourself vulnerable, versus walking around a suit of armour as well. :(
hmm
but whateverrr lorr
i'll sort things out.
because i want to have a wonderful life.
i wanna to make this world a better place, for people that i care about, and for myself.
anyways
i wanna major in both
economics (bachelor of science) and computer science (bachelor of artS).to hell with the rest of the world!
i just wanna find my meaning, fulfill my meaning. and give this world MY BEST. if im not giving my best in this world in this life, what am i saving it for? =PpBERKELEY!ehh.
irritating leh.
i h8 the way the sch is guan-ing us so much.
like it is any of our business some idiots just dunno how to dress up appropriately for proper functions?
i know what the primary duties of a student are.
and i know the sch is concerned bcuz it's student population aint the top of the crop, maybe most of em even unmotivated abt going to U. I don't know for sure cuz I didn't conduct any extensive survey or something... mayb the sch should.
the thign is,
we are, or at least i am, a young adilt.
with a mind of our own. and i see things my way, and i don't see how hairstyles and dressing and stuff is going to affect my grades much.
in fact it is only when you are given the freedom to be yourself, to express yourself =Pp
that you'll be satisfied enough to start working efficiently.
my personal bottomline is
so what studnets spike their hair like a D24 durian
or students were their skirts so short they might as well wear nothing at all
or students love to party and play
and etc...?
well
we need all the fun we can get from this world
point is,
as long as a person does all that and still knows his/ her priorities, when's the right time to do what, and enjoys reading and studying (for education, for a higher purpose).
then that's great.
because otherwise life's just so damn boring.
it's all about balance.
and doing the right things at the right place at the right time.
and not constant viligance/ survelliance.
treating some 17 year-olds like they're idiots.
this world will be perfect when everyone is allowed to perfect themselves.
gotta go study le lar
been slakcing so much
despite my big big dreams =X
;rock YOU.
7:16 PM
