Wednesday, July 26, 2006
anyways
somehow i just felt damn happy today neh
don't know why.
but it's like.
i really realise that
the world out there is kind of objective, constant in a way.
it's your mood, yourself, the way you interpret the same thing differently at different times, that's the source of all the changes, conflict, dilemma, trauma, whatsoeverrrs.
frankly speaking i can use the word hate on mj now.
but it's like
i'll treat it as rite of passage for me i guess.
learning to live with something undesirable can definitely toughen my defenses up for l8r challenges in life.
and im bound to walk away appreciating stuff that i really love even more
bcuz i'll understand how it feels to b living with shit.
jiu whateverrr lor.
feeling stressed up abt promos.
so few time left. so many distractions. so lil concentration.
but then and again,
i am not that worried.
because i know i can do it.
i simply knwo i can.
i believe in my intellect. ((=
i know i'm smart (thank you very much! =Pp)
i knowwwww i can accomplish great things when my mind's really set at it.
i'm only afraid of letting myself down...
but whateverrrrrrrr lar
i've been stopping at the library stop these few days to buy pancake to eat on my way back home neh!
shiok! love food
i simply adore eating larrrrrrrrrr
but i still feel really unresolved abt certain issues.
that i never thought i would ever deal with. geez.
should i just let my rational mind take back control?
push my emotions away and let go, completely?
or should I seek the middle way?
or should I give my all?
jiu whateverrrrrrrrrrrr lar
sho kns man
S.H.E rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
;rock YOU.
7:37 PM
