Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Oh man I so love myselffffff
It would be more than perfect if I can achieve my ideal weight of ~40 thou
Gained so much more after mid-year lar, stupid stress. :S
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emotionless-face HAHA
i luvvvv music!
can c my contacts? HEEEEEEE
i luv my eyesssssssss!
AHAHAHA
Only piece of good news from Mid-Year so far
I got 36/50 for my GP essay. HAHAHAHAHA so shuang daooo
EHHH
Actually it's like, Mdm Mariam told us beforehand that the teacher marking mass media was like complaining non-stop, everybody did like very lan4.
But I hear le also quite bo chap bo chap...
Cuz it's like,
you did the paper.
And you know how well you did it.
My exam sixth sense is always damn zhun3 larrr!!!
As in final results always tend to be better than I expected.
Except for stupid Maths. KNS.
Ahhh
But I think I was really lucky larrr HAHAHA
Cuz not long ago before GP exam, I just finished the book Everything I Know I Learned From TV. It's an examination of today's TV programmes and their philosophical value... You know, the Philosophy of Modernisation, stuff like that. Ideas like individualism, etccccc. And the ultimate alienation that comes with all these, I just tried to form links lorrrrr~~~
Jiu shuang daooo
But anyways I realise a good teacher is really impt. lar
I think I have Mr Lee to thank for a lot of intellectucal development
I know I've always had a great mind larrr
but he was the one who really kind of, showed you the path lor.
Jiu cool daooo
Wished I had wonderful Maths and Science teachers as well
If I do I would truly be an all-rounder now lar HAHAHA
Good teachers really totally simply OPEN up your mind larrr
While normal teachers just teach teach teach, feed feed feed
Good teachers develop you, shape you, mould you
Normal teachers FILL you
Anyways went to cut hair
Cuz I don't wanna tie it up, KNSSSSS
Before that I [finally] went to make contacts
Took over 2 hours to kind of figure it out, the amt. of tears I shed was like greater than the total amt. I shed this year larrr
I was like ultra teary cannn
Then went cut hair
So short larrr, heart pain
I can never understand why we have to pay 'em when it's out hair they are cutting
Somemore when our hair, I mean my hair is so damn nice
Duhs
Oh, then the other day I finally went to get a second ear hole
Before that I think 3 on each side is an ideal no.
But now I don't know. HMMM
I mean,
it's not even like that PAIN.
I didn't tell my mom about it at all,
and when she saw it she was only like "oh you went to have another hole again?"
HOHOHO
I love it when people just let you be... Lalala
I mean the thing is that,
I keep on wondering... Is it super pain to poke at the middle parts of your ear?
You know those hard parts,
instead of fleshy fleshy ear lode. HMM
Dunno neh
Anyways
this will be my last entry on this blog I guess
Cuz lazy to update @ blogger anymroe HAHAHA
Trying to seek out alternativeee sites for blogging HOHOHO
Oh yeahhh
Anyways I don't get their prob with not letting just-passers take H3 Maths larrr
It's like come on man, your loss.
DERRR
It's like I got E8 and F9 respectively for E and A Maths in my Upper Sec years lar.
At least I get a just pass now??? GEEZ
Do they think I'm dumb or something?
They must be super ultra mega cannot tahan-ly dumb to even question my intelligence. GEEZZZ
I hate it when people doubt my brainsssss - DUH!!
Some photos
Anyways shall blog about today
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Was damn noisy in canteen today lehhh, super stupid larrr
OMGomg we were like laughing at our own crappinesssss
Basically I really can't stand it when Fangyi makes a face man
SUPERRRRRRRR irritating, HAHAHA!!!
Then when I'm irritated I can't help but start shrieking in high-pitch,
so we were like performing an orchestra of sopranosssss, going aint no mountain higher
And when there's silence we would do the sound effects of the crow flying by ourselves
NG lang lang's like DAMN anti-climax can
it's like our perkiness reach a boiling point
then suddenly she say something,
then everyone quiet. no response.
Then the crow starts flying by again, LOLLL
HAHAHA I love going crazy with those guys, WOO!
Then duringgggg lunchie meixin and me was like sitting near the guys
and she was asking every guy in sight why r guys so flower-hearted, hahaha
And then both sexes I mean genders held a brief discussion on you know, relationships.
MATUREly neh!
HAHAHA then it's like cool daooo
Cuz I love people who do use their brains, lol
I mean,
there's all this people who see all the goodness about this world
and no questions abt its ugliness at all. life is a fairytale to em.
I think it's really un-tahanable lar
or maybe I'm just jealous of their damn good super taken care of environment
But geez
I'm falling and cracking and stumbling away
Sometimes my heart's broken, my will's shaken
and although fundamentally I believe strongly, firmly, and solely that life IS meaningless
I'm still journey-ing along
discovering the things that make me stay on living as I lead a meaningless life
Anyways I'm still thinking, and trying to experiment with what kind of blog I should have
like
how much truth should i really put there, how many % of my mind?
this blog contains 5% of my mind, in clouded data =Pp
pondering about the lvl. of openess, and truthfulness, n stuff i should adopt. HMMMMMMMMMMM
;rock YOU.
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