Monday, July 24, 2006
haiya
been really weared out and stressed out and bored out these while
jiu mj sucks =X
geez.
why am i not surprise i wasnt able to deceive myself any longer?
hmm
but whateverrrr
luckily it's only 2 years
and i've definitely learned so much in this brief period.
abt fighting for what you want/ believe in
about showing actual results cuz dumb people just dun c potential
geez.
i seriously hate it when people tell you what to do what to do give instructions lar
come on man i think im way smarter and wiser than you. bleah!!!!!!!!!!!
and nobody really knows any1 else................
so it's like can the idiot sch just bloody give me a break so that i can sleep all i can and study on my own in my free time for my promos?
feel so tempted to pon sch forever,
like what i did in sec 4.
and i can safely say i wouldn't have gotten my 12 for prelims if i went to sch all the way.
it's a complete waste of my ren2 sheng1 lar.
because it's not the sch that i want,
it's not my dream.
i treat it as the MEANS to achieve an end.
but if i was elsewhere...being in VJ would be the end itself. i wouldnt care abt anything else there, except that what mattered most is that as of that particular mmt im a victorian.
you see.
好的學校考驗學生的夢想與熱情
壞的學校考驗學生的耐性.
我向來不是個有耐性的人
而沒耐性的我熱愛一意孤行
因為我相信自己有獨立思考的能力
whateverr lor.
what's stressing me up is that i have to go sch with this dread inside of me
and then endure all those shittttttttttttttttttttttt
knowing there's so much more i could have done at home.
i could have slept and all.
sho kns lar!
it's not even like im learning anything constructive in sch.
cuz all i do is sleep.
schs that inspires me inspires me to use my brains in sch.
schs that are testing my patience simply inculcate in me an impatience to use my brains at all in sch cuz it's just a dumb place.
uh-oh.
i really should try a home degree some time, next time. ((=
im contemplating one just for fun while i work, as in, the other day i saw this external programme by university of london and i was like, looks quite easy to me, just study/ read on your own and take their exams.............i mean it's like even if there were professors around i wouldnt bother asking questions.
i hate asking questions.
cuz i like to do the analysis, problem-solving, research, etc. part myself as much as possible......
hehhehheh!!!
whatever larrrrrrrrrr
i wanna go slpeep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but gotta do work
so shit lar
sucksuck
sucksucksuck
;rock YOU.
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