Friday, July 21, 2006
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today was so fun larrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
rather tired today neh!
but generally still ok lar, just sleeping thru everything, HEEEEEEE!!!
erm erm erm
then after sch i sui bian sui bian stayed back for the Meridian Tuition Outreach Programme Maths Trail thing
Trix Fangyi Pearlin and Fiona they all occupied with other stuff,
so I had to sorang sorang, go Parkview fetch the other kids with Valerie, this girl from another cls ((=
Omg it was hell,
super ultra mega hopelessly hectic I tell you.
I'm like very politely and sensibly telling them to line-up in twos and they were like runnign all over the place
It's like they won't listen to instruction at all lar!!!
This girl even told me I should be fierce and shout at em then they'll listen.
I'm like,
this is so pathetic.
You are P5 and you don't even know how to discpline yourself.
And where are your manners? Respect??? GEEZ.
And they were like dashing across the road,
I feel ultra compelled to slap this ultra qian4 bian3 boy.
ok shall not elaborate cuz wonderful how things turned out l8r
I was accompnaying this group 1 of 3 Meridian Primary kids
Omg they are like so damn nice, so damn sweet, so damn enthu, so damn cute, so damn cute, so damn ting hua, sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good and super ultra mega hopelessly loveable lar.
I was like kept on OMGOMGOMG Can I tuition em can I tuition them???
I mean apart from that, as we were runnign around and doing the stations right,
it's like they kind of 一点就通 lar. I LOVE such kids. POTENTIAL ah.
And they really very focused and dutiful about doing the task at hand,
solving problems as a group, and stuff.
SUPER loveable.
I WANNA TUITION THOSE PEOPLEEEEEEEE!!!
If I could,
they would really make me look forward to school on Fridays man.
It's like evr since I entered JC I've had quite a number of encoutners with kids already...
They are really the first few ones who you know, solidify my love for my IDEAL kids.
GEEZ.
Total,
complete angels lar.
It's like we were at this station with Mildred...
then they were like "zeh zeh" "zeh zeh" on and on (cuz Mildred likes other people to call her zeh zeh)...
Then when the teacher asked em why they love the Canteen station the most,
I was like whispering to Hui Shi "cuz got chio zeh zeh bring us there..."
and she really said it leh!
I mean it's really likeeeeeeeee
omg I want my kid to be like that next time lar.
You know,
really angelic, sweet and lovely and all.
To me,
it's like,,,
you have no excuse at all to be an idiot.
People have this tendency, this fondness to blame their environment/ their parents/ their genetics/ andeverything else to blame for their poor behaviour, except for themselves.
I think that's completely idiotic.
And then l8r on the bus I ran into two of the kids neh!
And talked with em OHOHOH love them mannnnnnnnnnnn
Seriously lar,
I think if I had a sister like that, or sisters like that,
I would really dote on em with all my heart and soul.
Give em all my pocket money to make them damn fat.
IT's like I'm a very exclusive person when it comes to loving one mah!
I mean I seriously take billions of years to warm up to people lar
For me it's always a case of me erecting this ultra thick layer unpenetrable by anything, (not constant smiling, not some people who love to hold onto your hand touch here touch there even when you've just know her for not long for eg.) maybe except time...between me, and a person I just known, met , in school, in anywhere else.
Hmmhmm.
Today's session is truly one of the few rare sessions that I kind of really take a liking to someone in such a short period of time.
Normally it'd take years and I'll still be indifferent. =X
AIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I wanna be their tutors larrr!!!
I wanttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love them man.
Convinced me there is still goodness in this world afterall.
Perfect ending episode for a shitty weekend.
Been really tired and hectic, until I really heck all work and just fall asleep and switch off most of the time. Despite a quietpanic about my upcoming promos.
And I'm getting very confused with some stuff that are very fresh and un-dealable never-encountered-never-thought-of-before issues. :(
I think today is the most funnnnnnnn and meaningful CIP I've ever done in MJ so far.
They're really cute lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGOMG
I mean,
it's like
I seriously don't really like people.
I didn't grow up around people, you've got to understand that.
I'm an entity of my own from the moment I had brains.
But I REALLY love those kids.
GEEZ. ((=
Group 1 rocks!
Meridian Pri Sch rocks!!!!! HOHOHO
I mean, really leh.
I can never be a people-loving person. It's like there's all these people who love virtuallly anyone, everyone under the Sun.
And I'll be like, how the hell did they do that?
I'm super ultra darn selective, exclusive, calculative when it comes to people that really arouses my liking.
So it's like. OMG.
I mean,
I would seriously love to be able to love dealing with people lar.
Because I think that helps out a lot, in life. IN finding jobs and stuff. There's a practical advantage to being that. =Pp
But I'm still the person I am leh.
Much more intrigued by figuring out about humanity, all those academic and researching stuff than talking to someone and trying to be interested. =X
I'm like.
I know that's an issue.
And I'm trying to overcome it. (....)
and trying to find out which ways suit me best.
Preordered S.H.E's new album.
HA, HAHAHA.
;rock YOU.
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