Sunday, July 23, 2006
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y cant i focus!?
geez
why must i fall asleep during lectures?
why must i find studying the ultimate boredom of life?
why do i have such a pathetic attention span?
why cant i concentrate, i simply have to bombard my brain wif all sorts of thoughts all the time??
why dun i go my tutorials?
why must i slack?
why dun i get obessed over studying?
why do i wanna go out, play, n have fun?
why am i in front of my comp, typing this?
why am i not studying?
AARGH!!!
kns kns kns
i hate studying
studying sucks
sch sucks
lotsa of other things suck as well
even i suck
because im living a life which sucks
life sucks.....
im really pissed.
i need DRASTIC measures.
should i just abandaon my comp altogether from now till end of promos?
forgt abt catching S.H.E on TV???
mayb i just shall
i mean
the thing is that i really dun like the sch im in now (more than ever, in a way)
and that kind of makes me super reluctant to listen in sch.
it was kind of like in chung cheng. hmm in a way
i just hate studying eventually once i end up somewhere i didnt want in the first place
and the amazing thing is i can still graduate despite devoting my mind body and soul to the ultimate truth that sch sucks.
so it's like if i'm in lse next time i'll be at my 150% lar. =Pp
whateverrr lor
really very piss daooo
study study study study study
i wanna get straight As
and i know i can do it.
so dun let me stop me!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
seriously feel like grabbing tuition
cheap n easy way to gurantee even better grades
but no $$ lar
k
n
s
and man.
why cant i turn back time?
cej u can go die larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i really hate studying now lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally tried to do some work just now
it's so sickening and tiring and irritating cuz my mind wasnt on it at all
and then i dunno how to do, and i get so fed-up
i hate using my brains, period.
i hate deliberating over questions, period.
shit larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....!!!
i seriously need to do some spring-cleaning of my life man...
dun wanna be weighed down.
thrown off balance.
lose myself...and the like
;rock YOU.
11:27 PM
