Saturday, May 20, 2006
Needless to say, I'm slacking, procrastinating.
Once again. =P
Went for some training session for Racial Harmony Day Anchor Event.
I kind of enjoyed it, cuz I'm full of anticipation the real event will be a super fun one.
Xiaoxuan, Abel and me's gonna like lead some 15 Sec (let's hope we have some primary sch kids to bully also) Sch kids around Innova JC, playing some dumb (omg did I say dumb!? pretend u never saw it plz) games.
I think it's gonna be fun cuz there's gonna be LOADS of people.
And yaaaaa.
Briefing was darn long.
I was almost sleeping throughout it all.
Then there was this brief interaction with people other instituitions.
It was pretty weird in a way. Felt rather awkard to me... But it was FUN!, in another way. =D
Geesh. All those people ARE really nice.
Wish we have a chance to work together larrrs.
And then today I totally felt like proclaiming DA VINCI ROCKS! DAN BROWN ROCKS! I LOVE IT!!! Because it's so anti---well. ;)
Who cares if it's not true?
The BOOK itself is a pack of lies.
WELL. You know which one I'm referring to.
[Deleted away loads of stuff that was supposed to be here because er.
This country is not really pro-FREEDOM of speech. Hurhur.]
I'm for SCIENCE. Rationality. Logic. Reason. Philosophy. And me.Yayaya I'm such a pathetic soul.
Afterwards.
Tried to walk around at Causeway Point with Mud cuz we've never been there before.
But in the end I decided it wasn't such a sweet idea cuz both of us are very extremely penniless.
And I wanted to drink bubble tea desperately.
Then we actually approached this lil boy who was holding a cup of bubble tea...
OMG he is sho darn cute lar OMGOMGOMG I love kids. Cuz they're as childish and as idiotic and as dumb as can be. I think the most amazing thing about kids it that the instant you look at that dumbass face of theirs, you feel so full of wonders about life, and all your grievances just evaporate away.
HMM. Which brings me back to the point.
I was like thinking that maybe I can call my future kid the-greatest-gift-of-all after I heard that someone is called one-in-a-million.
Actually,
child-of-the-greatest-mother-on-earth also not bad arh... =D
Truthful like dunno what lar, muahaha!!!
Oh, then I was bringing out these analogies to Mud regarding people.
As in, case 1.
Imagine yourself as the nucleus.
Most of the people you know are gonna be your free electrons. You either gain or lose them. And well, that's it. They're mobile!
Few people are your s-orbitals.
They are those that are closest to you, to the nucleus.
And the removal of one requires so much ionisation energy because of the ultra-strong electrostatic forces of attraction.....
And then imagine life as a path.
You walk down the road on your own.
There'll be sceneries beside you. As you move forward, they fade away.
These are most of the people that you come across in life...
Only really few ones make it to be the stars/ moon/ Sun above.
That never really ever changes. But always there with you.
HMM.
I must say there is no purpose/ meaning to coming up with this analogies.
But this is the way I look at things. =D!!!
I mean.
It's a good thing for those people who can open up, bare their hearts to fundamentally any living human within sight.
But for me.
It's always been...
I could have known for you YEARS and I don't ever go personal with you.
Because I believe in crapping and self-sustenance. =P -
OoooOOsh!!!
Holidays coming.
Mid-Years soon.
The hardness of O'levels is like BEANCURD. Whereas A'levels is as hard as DiAmOnD. ~ As I was telling Dan over SMS...
HAHAHA omgomg why am I so pro? - I also don't know!
Aiming for all As.
So that the lowest I'll allow myself to go is a high B.
It is VERY necessary.
Because I wanna go to an Overseas university.
I love a total overhaul of environment. Cuz they make you grow and learn as a person real fast. Catalyst to change. I believe in adaptibility and flexibility and versatility. I'm a Gemini (btw I REALLY love my horoscope like dunno what.). I seek change. ;)
Things can get really interesting.
I'm wonderfully glad that school work ain't the one single thing that's most important to me.
My world ultimately is about music, movies, computers, having fun, going out, eating, sleeping, school, friends and loving myself. So basically I couldn't care less about school except that I'll do my best. And if things don't turn out the way I want them to be then it's too bad, so sad.
Basically I'm going to believe in myself like dunno-what.
To believe that there is no failure.
And each step I take is one closer to success. To becoming the person that I wanna be. ;)
Ah. Anyways.
My heart is pulsing with anticipation about The Da Vinci Code, X-Men 3, Pirates 2, going out with peeps, FOOD!, S.H.E and Alexander Wang Lee Hom's concert, soon-to-come.
Oh YEASH oh YEASH.
Because life is meaningless.
These are the things that I live for. ;)
Wa lieu comp. lag... Shall stop here.
Go do work and sleep.
Looking forward to having Carrot Cake first thing in the morning tml. =P
Gonna will myself to not to think of bubble tea. To not to drool when I think of Oreo Bubble Tea. To not to salivate when I imagine how wonderful it must taste like...
I don't want my insulin to go hay-wire on me...
And then end up suffering from diabetus mellitus (spelling?).
Actually I really AM very unsure, uncertain about loads of stuffs.
I just tell myself to heck.
To aim for it anyways.
TOP STUDENT!!!
OVERSEAS SCHOLARSHIP (Melbourne Melbourne Melbourne)!!!!!
If I want it BADLY enough, I CAN do it.
Because I'm none other than... MYSELF. ;)
Tata!!!
;rock YOU.
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