Friday, May 19, 2006

Well, what can I say? It's been another typical JC week.
Ups and downs. Sometimes I feel like I'm radiating with brilliant sunshine; other times I feel like there's a cloud above me. There were good times. But, SHIT happens.


Well, the good things include getting A and B for my GP Compre/ Essay respectively.

But, SERIOUSLY.


Ask me and I'll tell you I don't trust the standard of GP in MJ.
I mean... It's all showing from the way they teach the subject already.

And it's like... Me? And all that undecipherable handwriting which goes to show that it was quarter-hearted work at best? And you get a grade like that?


Not that I don't like the A or the B.
But I'm just secretly worried. Very anxious. About the moment of truth. When I do take my GP exam for A' levels. How my grade's gonna be. When I've been taught like this, and then doing things like this, and scoring like this.




Eew.

Then I'm kind of 80% satisfied with my NAPFA 5 items. HAHAHA.
Kind of totally exceeded my expectations lar. I mean, I'm still stick and all. And still AM.


Duh.
I love my standing broad jump and shuttle-run...

Woo-hoo-hoot!!!





But my 2.4 sucks neh.
I must say that didn't come as a surprise, at all. =D


Never a person for perserverance...

I've always knew and prided myself upon the fact that;
I can be really EXPLOSIVE when I want to.
I rock @ last minute work.





WOO!

Then of course not everything is smooth and fine.


But I don't really feel like blogging about them. What diff. does it make?
The world has enough of its own troubles to fret over. I'll just digest my own as much as I can. Anticipate that time will erase and heal everything.






I'm still me.
But I can't help feeling like I'm wisping through life. Wisping as in using the wisp from the wisps of smoke as some sort of adjective... You know?


Whateverrr lar.

I seriously think that you don't need a soul to be a really simply happy human.


If you want to be TRULY and ONLY happy, the last thing you'll need is a thinking brain.






But I still like the way things are moving forward lar. Seriously speaking.

Cuz I really love transitions, see the changes in people. And things like that. And yet there is something underlying that will always be unchanged.




As I know more and more people in life, from everywhere.

I'm most blessed to have realised...
I can live with being with anybody.
But it's not ANYBODY, just any random person. That you cannot live without.

Woo!



Some people will never be forgotten.
Some times will never be replaced.
Some memories will never cease to exist.

There is no eternity.
But those days will be forever missed. ((=









Life sucks.

But I *AM* blessed. ((=


Sorrie ah. Limited vocab.
Despite all my wonderful language grades... HAHAHA I'm not bOaStInG!!! XD~~~










---
I wanna know what's gonna happen...
生命會如何轉折.




I'll blog about the highlights of this week too.

HAHA after sch on WEDNES. My class was rotting away, waiting for the Council Investiture to begin.

Then we had an idea to go out suddenly.


And so we did.
Crapping all the way.
I'm cracking and wrecking my brain all the time trying to think of stupid questions.



It was really fun lar.

張智成暗戀誰?
樹的影子為甚麼會頭暈?
誰在等蚊子?...

etc. =D






Great time!!!


And today Fangyi was like laughing really hard at something really totally stupid and boring that I like to do with Mildred.

Both of us are like, extremely...就這樣也好笑.
Whenever she start going into hystericsssss when we do what we do.



Idiot lar!!! HAHA...


Then dilly-dallied around in school after school today.

Afterwards Mildred and me went to Pasir Ris to eat.

Once again, with me around, decisions take forever to be made. But anyways, I love the food at Water Rise lar. AAH!!!





But like Mildred said...
Isn't it weird? We were eating next to a toilet. =.=


HAHA afterwards I went back sch...

OMG luckily got she pei me go out eat lar. Stay in school sho hopelessly sian. HAHAHA.




That should be about it for this entry lar. TEEHEEHEE.

;rock YOU.
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