>> we will we will rock YOU. /}

Saturday, April 01, 2006

即使生活欺骗了你不要悲伤和生气
当悲伤的日子过去幸福的生活就会迎面而来
我们相信爱是这个寂寞世界唯一的希望
感谢所有追随，支持，允许我们相爱的人
我们爱你们
你们永远会被包容我们相爱的人所铭记……
我们爱你们

活在没有绝望的世界的尚道和银欢敬上

This is from the END of 尚道,我們上學吧.

One of those RARE dramas that I REALLY like. :>
( I HATE&DETEST TV serials!!! I DESPISE them cuz they're so LC!!!!!!!!)

ERRRRRerr.

Anyways, my agenda is like full of things I need+wanna do. My mind is occupied with LOADsofTHOUGHTs. There is so little time. AARGH!!!!!

Finally took some time to organise some of the files inside my comp. today.
I've only had time to download, geez.
And I watched some videos, surfed the net. Well some days/ weeks ago I was just suddenly struck with: OMG I don't like S.H.E as much as before. And it's like ages since I could really... Go crazy and be totally EXCITED+hyped!UP about something. Sure signs of ageing. YEAH.

I don't even listen to that much music these days.
And music is like the nutrients+nourishments of my soul.

Lazy to blog too much larrr.

I just feel like... So 感慨.
And I don't even know what it IS.

I feel so empty inside. Devoid of an inner life.

But maybe I'll get used to it.
Because all you need is a plastered smile, talking, studying, then working, and going out.
To lead a normal and fine life. To let the world know that you're well and alright so that nothing bothers you. Even though you may be just a shell going about.

　　燕子去了，有再来的时候；杨柳枯了，有再青的时候；桃花谢了，有再开的时候。但是，聪明的，你告诉我，我们的日子为什么一去不复返呢？——是有人偷了他们罢：那是谁？又藏在何处呢？是他们自己逃走了罢：现在又到了哪里呢？

　　我不知道他们给了我多少日子；但我的手确乎是渐渐空虚了。在默默里算着，八千多日子已经从我手中溜去；像针尖上一滴水滴在大海里，我的日子滴在时间的流里，没有声音，也没有影子。我不禁头涔涔而泪潸潸了。

　　去的尽管去了，来的尽管来着；去来的中间，又怎样地匆匆呢？早上我起来的时候，小屋里射进两三方斜斜的太阳。太阳他有脚啊，轻轻悄悄地挪移了；我也茫茫然跟着旋转。于是——洗手的时候，日子从水盆里过去；吃饭的时候，日子从饭碗里过去；默默时，便从凝然的双眼前过去。我觉察他去的匆匆了，伸出手遮挽时，他又从遮挽着的手边过去，天黑时，我躺在床上，他便伶伶俐俐地从我身上跨过，从我脚边飞去了。等我睁开眼和太阳再见，这算又溜走了一日。我掩着面叹息。但是新来的日子的影儿又开始在叹息里闪过了。

　　在逃去如飞的日子里，在千门万户的世界里的我能做些什么呢？只有徘徊罢了，只有匆匆罢了；在八千多日的匆匆里，除徘徊外，又剩些什么呢？过去的日子如轻烟，被微风吹散了，如薄雾，被初阳蒸融了；我留着些什么痕迹呢？我何曾留着像游丝样的痕迹呢？我赤裸裸来到这世界，转眼间也将赤裸裸的回去罢？但不能平的，为什么偏要白白走这一遭啊？

　　你聪明的，告诉我，我们的日子为什么一去不复返呢？

我越來越覺得,自己越來越不能成為一個出色的文字工作者.
越來越覺得,用熟練精簡的文字自我表達...很生澀.

;rock YOU.
~~11:36 PM~~

>>descY

chronicles of a genius
lifetime of the GREAT
legacy of perfection
epitome of intellect
embodiment of knowledge
legend of a modern human

breaking of the MYTH of the impossibility of success,
of static destinies,
of destituted fates,
of the inverse relationship btwn good looks & depth of thought =Pp

>>profileY

ENJIAO here =DD
trying to think of an ENGRISH name for myself...CIEL!?!? =DD

>>playlistY

all-time faves:

jia BY nan quan mama

wo ai ni, yuan fang BY S.H.E

life's a struggle BY shawn song

shi ren BY Z. Chen

heng xing de heng xin BY mayday

imagine u n me BY simple plan

glamorous sky BY mika

faint BY linkin park