Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Been beeze like hsiao lately. Yet in a way I enjoyed all that buzz of activities keeping my mind occupied and free of mindless thoughts, HOHOHO.
ERRerrERRRR... Chalet was fun, F.U.N, FUN!!! - Hoho.But it was sure tiring siasss. ^.^
Anyways everyone met right, then we got to Chalet, then I was like running here and there, helping out a bit in the kitchen, going to play cards, going out to walk, going to the arcade... etc. FUN!!!
OMG we were dancing the Para Para lar.
Then everyone assumed different positions. I took the centre stage.
And Mud was like... The SOLE source of all the "POORs" whereas I contributed to all the GOODs+GREATs. ;)
F!! (clap clap)
U!! (clap clap)
N!! (clap clap)
FUN is what we are;
FUN is what we had;
F-U-N So FUN!:p
Anyways then that Kelvin Tay crashed our chalet. =x
And we were playing the THE card game lar... And Yingta was super annoying, lolz.
Then watched TV, critisized and cursed at the square box like hsiao;
Ate, mass dance-ed. I love the MJ couple dance when they go running around MADLY+WILDLY!!! - Accidentally in love. (=
And some of us went to the basketball court...
We played HYDROGEN... The game we played for Ice-Breakers during MJC Orientation 2.
RAN like shit lar;
SWEAT like hell.And then others joined in and we were going nutters... XD
And then it's a GAME of CONCENTRATION!!!
KEKEKE.
Etc. etc. etc. larrr...
As usual we betted $ with Black Jack.
Then we did this, we did that, and somehow I just felt super high after bathing...
Could be due to the JollieBeans (or something) I had earlier on? - It was sort of alcoholic. And I was just taking photos like crazy. =D
Okies!
And then we talked talked talked, GIRLStalk. And etc.
And then somehow we ended up in bed (dun think Y =X); Kris, Lin, Mud and me and those two guys Demon and Gordon.
And CRAPPed larrr... Then eventually everyone just fell into slumber. It was a DEEP DEEP sleep mans.
Oh man.
It's really DARN nice chilling out with those peeps!
What's more, I feel that my bond+care+regard+etc. for them has really deepened and progressed to ANOTHER level ever since JC started.
When I no longer see those "ANNOYING" faces that used to bombard me with every angle anymore... I'm like; You're all MISSED. Really.
Cuz I feel so utterly
IN PLACE in their company.
And that is SO SO SO rare. (=
Cuz I'm never someone who feels like she BELONGS to anywhere or anyone... EXCEPT herself.
I can't really extrapolate what's gonna happen many years down the road...
Maybe I'll leave this place and went out of touch with everyone.
Maybe they'll all become mere memories that I'll slowly forget.But at least I've lived and enjoyed a wonderful friendship, whose traces and contours would mingle in my heart forever. Even when I'm away, a part of me will always linger on to all this people.That is like so
sentimental I cannot tahan it.
So lemme move on.
Next day we went KBox... DAMN tired, and I MEAN *it*, siasss... :S
But it's still fun, cool and chill lar. I love it when I don't feel wrap when I'm wrapped in an atmosphere of silence with people. (=
Cuz I always tend to get SUPER kan cheong if I just knew someone and then there's this awkard silence between us... It's like AARGH!!! - Can't God just grab me out of this place and away from this cumbersome situation?
Anyways it's like going to new environments ALWAYS makes me learn a lot.
That's why I actually like THROWING myself off my feet into such situations, actually... Cuz I cannot TAHAN stagnancy.
HMMHMM.
I don't know.
I think I've got my toughest patches [in life] cleared up.
But now I'm still like wandering around about random issues.....
For instance the idea of like,
the person that you see in school everyday is just a well-choreographed illusion assuming a false mask or something.
SAD dao. SIAN dao. But C'est la vie, right???
It's like so DUH.
I actually miss TJ, yeahs...
The first 3 months I spent there were F!! (clap clap) U!! (clap clap) N!! (clap clap).
But whatever.
I'm happy with whereever life's taken me.
And annoyed of the "!!!"s and the @.@ when I tell people my raw score in MJ.
It's like... The idea of an... ERM, ACADEMIC DIVIDE is still there? - LOLZZZ.
I love MJ's school song... The way it starts off with...
BORNE of a vision to be the BEST
Rising ABOVE the rest...
Allow me to translate a saying in Chinese to English.
If you are geunine gold,
you will shine no matter where you are. (=
;rock YOU.
8:23 PM
